IF I FIND YOU SUBMERGED IN MY INTROSPECTION, IT'S BECAUSE I AM ONE WHO OVERFLOWS WITH IT. MY EXISTENCE IS CAPTIONED BY THIS PREDICAMENT OF A LIFE LARGER THAN THE MARGINS PLACED AROUND ITS EDGES.
MY BITTERSWEET STATEMENTS IN SUPPORT OF THE FREEDOM TO EXPRESS..
I sneer at people who can throw invectives at others without knowing where they are insufficient... Those who rage in anger over things they never understood - like how two strangers connect without spending time to talk..Or why it seemed like they have known each other before?... In the paradigm of sacrifice, I am the one that always needed something to believe in, in all the aspects of my life. To live, to protect my children, to love and fight for others and everything that matters to my existence. I learned, slowly, in the length of time too stretched and far away that hope the same as love is the simplest of word we can think of and give. And ironically, the hardest to get in this world where deceit and betrayal can sometimes disguise themselves as over-bearing. The purity of heart will always remain the wall that shields us. It's certitude.
♥ON BOOK POWER!♥
I love books, I treasure them like my life. I spend thousands of minutes in Powerbooks - reading from prologues to epilogues before paying for them. And it's one freaking habit I carried on to ppl close to me - they're adddicted to it! .
♥MY TAKE ON KIDLAT TAHIMIK AND HIS SUNFLOWER HOUSE!♥
Truthfully,I would celebrate each day I get the chance to meet people who think this way. Kindred ideas of equal mindset... People who idolise Sun Tzu's The Art of War and Coelho's Warrior of the Light...People who can relish every second of conversation with Eric De Guia as he talks about the planks of woods he used to build his atelier on Session Rd..And how art is desecrated by wannabe's.
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♥ON THE SWIFT PASSING OF TIME...♥
Youth is fleeing, temporary. In this life, family & friendships are like the air that I breathe. I feel if you let go of those, just like your youth, everythin will be BLAH. We should keep them - like how you imagine a child holding tightly a lollipop in his hand..
♥WHAT ABOUT THE PALM READER?♥
An old soul, so said by a palm reader. One blink of my eyes would mean a thousand ideas conceived and processed... Do you know what constitutes the basic idea of being a woman of substance? When intelligent conversation matters more than sex itself.. I am starting to patronize that...How many reincarnations ive transcended? Caffeine-freak. Walk into my skin... Soulful.Ethereal.
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3.25.2004
METRING STRIKES BACK


Mitch & Me at Kitchen, Our Favorite Dinner Place

I started the day early with Mitch. Well, this is the first time we would hook up with each other right after her stay in San Fran, area code 415...Right, Ken?
She picked me up at my place & we headed to RCBC Plaza so I could endorse her comeback to the HR Dept. Op kors, everybody was pleased to see her around!

Nothin ever mattered to me anymore except to be able to feel I have Mitch again
to spend Sunday evenings with...drink coffee with...and think of all the things
we did out of stupidity. =)

So, off we went with Ken to Greenbelt so we could have lunch at our favorite KITCHEN...She had Rib-It, I had my usual On Barbie's Cue & Ken got
Pork Barrel..
It wuz fun eating with the guys again..and making fun of everybody passing by our table.
Ken wuz so mean taking a shot of me squinting my eyes like this : ...
while Mitch looked really crazy with this monkey face : ...
Hehehe
Well...we ended up voiceless laughing our heads off in the middle of Greenbelt while
we killed time at the table outside Kitchen.
Si Mitch talaga, pag kasama mo, warla...::D
And I'm so excited that she's gonna be in my team again! I guess it's positive, Mitch!
I got an email from HR tonight & Joyce was asking me for some kinda chorvah like how you were in my team before you left for the U.S.of A., how was your stats, how horrible was your attendance, etc..etc..
The result...I had to waste 2 madapackin hours diggin up your files, anythin that I can get..
And since, we are asked to delete 3-month old & up files, do you imagine the effort i had to exert just to have you back???~~~!!!
Enough...All because I know your presence will bring a difference to everyone!
Ang daldal mo kasi!

Warla!

Love you , Mitch...No one will ever love us with those kinds of horrible faces...=)
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3.19.2004
MY MOVIE REVIEW

SURRENDERING YOURSELF TO THE EVOLUTION OF YOUR SOUL




In my attempt to surrender fully to my new belief which is to be a completely changed individual, I bought myself a new DVD of the film "In the Cut" that starred Meg Ryan...This movie is such a hit for me 'cuz it somehow depicts a part of myself which i discovered just recently...Like she takes note of words or phrases she encounters in the subway, in a bar from the people she meets there, from any normal conversation that she comes across...And then she puts them into prose, or poems...
She doesn't really dance nor does she opens up easily to anybody she meets - like an extrovert by heart trying so hard to move along with people exactly not like her that she finds interesting...

In the film, I learned that one of the prerequisites of being a fully substantiated human being is to surrender one's self to the evolution of his soul, no matter how frightening it may seem...
Even if it defies your own standards of principle, even if you go beyond the norms of society, just go on with the flow...Fight your own temptations, seek what's right and learn how to rationalize your instincts...
It's quite difficult - but only from there would you prove how strong you are, how deeply rooted is your
belief in God, that you'll marvel at the thought that when you wake up one day, you are the person of true wisdom. When you can distinguish wrong from right, without asking for any second opinion...when you can sleep at night, contented with the love you draw from the 2 beautiful beings you proudly call your daughters by your side...

There's somethng freeing in having to write something like this. Maybe because I hardly encounter people who could talk to me with such depth.....And people who could write every single emotion they feel...Love or hate...Fidelity or Distrust...Whatever...I have always believed that when a person writes, whatever it is -a comma, a period...it should always reflect his soul...

Hope I made some sense here...
Really hope I did...:)

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3.16.2004
ECHOS, KAPE, BYERNA...

Trish & Me



This photo was taken last week..James was quick in taking this shot amidst all the queuing at the call center...Trish is my Lead..We've been together in the team for 7 months now..Has it been long? Well, it is..
That's the reason why I talk like her and we think the same way now...Haha..I've come to love Trish. She was quiet when she came in to our team. I've always thought she was so reserved. And only time has served to prove me wrong..My G-O-S-H ...This girl is the ultimate kikay! Everybody loves her, just as they do her TM!!! Op kors... Trish is a great friend. She's my Kurant buddy. She drives minus half of her consciousness...:D
Don't we both look cute together?

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