IF I FIND YOU SUBMERGED IN MY INTROSPECTION, IT'S BECAUSE I AM ONE WHO OVERFLOWS WITH IT. MY EXISTENCE IS CAPTIONED BY THIS PREDICAMENT OF A LIFE LARGER THAN THE MARGINS PLACED AROUND ITS EDGES.
MY BITTERSWEET STATEMENTS IN SUPPORT OF THE FREEDOM TO EXPRESS..
I sneer at people who can throw invectives at others without knowing where they are insufficient... Those who rage in anger over things they never understood - like how two strangers connect without spending time to talk..Or why it seemed like they have known each other before?... In the paradigm of sacrifice, I am the one that always needed something to believe in, in all the aspects of my life. To live, to protect my children, to love and fight for others and everything that matters to my existence. I learned, slowly, in the length of time too stretched and far away that hope the same as love is the simplest of word we can think of and give. And ironically, the hardest to get in this world where deceit and betrayal can sometimes disguise themselves as over-bearing. The purity of heart will always remain the wall that shields us. It's certitude.
♥ON BOOK POWER!♥
I love books, I treasure them like my life. I spend thousands of minutes in Powerbooks - reading from prologues to epilogues before paying for them. And it's one freaking habit I carried on to ppl close to me - they're adddicted to it! .
♥MY TAKE ON KIDLAT TAHIMIK AND HIS SUNFLOWER HOUSE!♥
Truthfully,I would celebrate each day I get the chance to meet people who think this way. Kindred ideas of equal mindset... People who idolise Sun Tzu's The Art of War and Coelho's Warrior of the Light...People who can relish every second of conversation with Eric De Guia as he talks about the planks of woods he used to build his atelier on Session Rd..And how art is desecrated by wannabe's.
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♥ON THE SWIFT PASSING OF TIME...♥
Youth is fleeing, temporary. In this life, family & friendships are like the air that I breathe. I feel if you let go of those, just like your youth, everythin will be BLAH. We should keep them - like how you imagine a child holding tightly a lollipop in his hand..
♥WHAT ABOUT THE PALM READER?♥
An old soul, so said by a palm reader. One blink of my eyes would mean a thousand ideas conceived and processed... Do you know what constitutes the basic idea of being a woman of substance? When intelligent conversation matters more than sex itself.. I am starting to patronize that...How many reincarnations ive transcended? Caffeine-freak. Walk into my skin... Soulful.Ethereal.
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3.21.2005
My Baguio Heyday : Drunk, Cheesy and Uplifted By Some Of My Favorite People

For two days, I was up there in the mountains, never minding the harshness of long travel. Mountains for me is Baguio.Where peace was real, vivid and at arm's length.
Finally. I said to myself,I was back. After months of painful ordeal, I was finally back.

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Was it Saturday, March 18th?
I had Sam waiting for me at U.P. Baguio. I was so fortunate for having been offered her own place to stay in for two days. I met Sam through Benjo last November (I honestly do not give a damn whatever reaction this statement would trigger from whoever else. I mean, this is my refuge, my own territory. Whatever I write is all patented in the most creative way. Haha).
And from then, Sam and I have been closer than I can ever imagine.
That will be another chronicle! My story of Sam will take me back to our
nights in my house when she's in Manila, our lonnnggg conversations on communism (haha), on her bestfriend Rica, on somebody she named Kapos..Haha..Later!

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UNE

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To my right(my perspective!) is the Sam I'm talking about...To my left is my friend Sam Pinder, Baguio local artist whom I met thru Joe...Sam P. has a twin sister : Ezra, who's right at the back of her twin Sam and beside her below:
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These photos were taken on Saturday night at Bistro Salud.
Joe invited me to the art exhibit on feminism where SAm and Ezra showed their paintings and crafts with other women artists of Baguio.
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With her art: hand-painted bottle made from resin.

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DEUX : PERFUMED NIGHTMARE? Nah...

It was a blast : poetry reading, tete-a-tete with : Eric de Guia a.k.a. Kidlat Tahimik ( I'd like to thank Joe, salamat po! haha)...For which, I had this feeling-close shots:
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Well...
I was fortunate to have this moment with him, like a short film that happened in the length of a three-minute pop song, as I quote Ethan Hawke in Before Sunset.
Ethan was right, it was just like a moment within a moment. He was there sharing his deep thoughts with me and my soul was in astral projection, going back to my freshman year in U.P. as I watched him having a talk in front of Film Students ( I was with my friend Eric - he was his student)- none of the gray hair that you see now.
Kidlat Tahimik. Silent Lightning. Doesn't that truly bespeaks him?
He told me of "mga duwende sa ating mga puso (dwarves in our hearts)."
No matter what, it will always come out without us knowing.
Perhaps he spoke of innate creativity. Just like the Personal Legend that The Alchemist was trying to define. And Kidlat was right. Follow your passion, seek your dream. And even if you deny yourself of that innate passion, it will lead its way out of your being, so you could share it with the world.

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For a moment, I was mesmerized. This quiet strength in human form reminded me of Paulo Coelho. *GrIn*

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NEXT CHAPTER
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Didn't I know that you ever played the percussions, Joe?!
That was verrryyyy cool.

This is not yet done.
More overhauling to come.
Got a load of photos to be posted.

I'm deluded by sleep.

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