IF I FIND YOU SUBMERGED IN MY INTROSPECTION, IT'S BECAUSE I AM ONE WHO OVERFLOWS WITH IT. MY EXISTENCE IS CAPTIONED BY THIS PREDICAMENT OF A LIFE LARGER THAN THE MARGINS PLACED AROUND ITS EDGES.
MY BITTERSWEET STATEMENTS IN SUPPORT OF THE FREEDOM TO EXPRESS..
I sneer at people who can throw invectives at others without knowing where they are insufficient... Those who rage in anger over things they never understood - like how two strangers connect without spending time to talk..Or why it seemed like they have known each other before?... In the paradigm of sacrifice, I am the one that always needed something to believe in, in all the aspects of my life. To live, to protect my children, to love and fight for others and everything that matters to my existence. I learned, slowly, in the length of time too stretched and far away that hope the same as love is the simplest of word we can think of and give. And ironically, the hardest to get in this world where deceit and betrayal can sometimes disguise themselves as over-bearing. The purity of heart will always remain the wall that shields us. It's certitude.
♥ON BOOK POWER!♥
I love books, I treasure them like my life. I spend thousands of minutes in Powerbooks - reading from prologues to epilogues before paying for them. And it's one freaking habit I carried on to ppl close to me - they're adddicted to it! .
♥MY TAKE ON KIDLAT TAHIMIK AND HIS SUNFLOWER HOUSE!♥
Truthfully,I would celebrate each day I get the chance to meet people who think this way. Kindred ideas of equal mindset... People who idolise Sun Tzu's The Art of War and Coelho's Warrior of the Light...People who can relish every second of conversation with Eric De Guia as he talks about the planks of woods he used to build his atelier on Session Rd..And how art is desecrated by wannabe's.
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♥ON THE SWIFT PASSING OF TIME...♥
Youth is fleeing, temporary. In this life, family & friendships are like the air that I breathe. I feel if you let go of those, just like your youth, everythin will be BLAH. We should keep them - like how you imagine a child holding tightly a lollipop in his hand..
♥WHAT ABOUT THE PALM READER?♥
An old soul, so said by a palm reader. One blink of my eyes would mean a thousand ideas conceived and processed... Do you know what constitutes the basic idea of being a woman of substance? When intelligent conversation matters more than sex itself.. I am starting to patronize that...How many reincarnations ive transcended? Caffeine-freak. Walk into my skin... Soulful.Ethereal.
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1.24.2007

SUKIYAKI...


But in reality, you and I will never be. You took your love away from me.

- played by Tuck Andres, my favorite guitarist 3rd to Eric Clapton and my daughter Wam...
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ONE WITH OLI.
*in nostalgia to my response to oliver's blog posting on 5/3/2006*


Stilnox, according to my friend, desecrates one's luxury of solitude. It slows down our senses.*grin*I just wanna say that like you, i find my pleasure in the comfort of my own self, sometimes. solitude is golden when we do not allow it to overcome us.
But in this age, what matters most is what we already have, than to continue longing for someone who will never be there. and truth be told, there's nothing more uplifting than to sit in silence with someone you care about beside you without any uttered word, and still you understand each other.I wish i had that luxury now. It's priceless, yet I'm not capable of having.
(i posted this as a comment on Oli's blog today.)
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THE SIMPLE THINGS THAT MATTER
(posted initially on 9/22/2004)...

I had such a beautiful time the last 2 days, just like an epiphany.And my awakening just sank in tonight after I came across a blog that a friend wrote. And I realised how emotionally freeing it will be to just count our blessings and not delve on the things that really will not matter but we keep on trying to believe they do..

I had the opportunity to deal with a lot of eye-opening moments recently. I call it opportunity because I have always believed that anything that happens that defies a person's standards for being happy is an opportunity to enrich one's soul and that it's meant to happen for some reasons. I'd like to apply this to a friendship which you tried so hard to keep and thinking that because you wanted so much for it to flourish, maybe the world will conspire with you for it to happen. Just like the oversimplified version of the new-age philosophy that things are possible when you want to achieve them.

But then there are a lot of issues to consider that you have overlooked while you are in the process . And you start asking questions that somehow complicate the issues even more. And at the back of your mind you wanted to let go, but you can't. Because you still believe that the universe will help you. Other than that, everyday manifests the struggle and you realize what the heck is this all about? How can you let another person desecrate your own concept of friendship? This, to me, is the saddest point of my existence right now..


Everything I learned just now. And for me to be able to absorb its rationale, I needed somebody to crack my brain open and extract the mindset of a hopeless cranium which still prays hard for that friendship to be saved... It's not what my emotion speaks of, good thing my will is stronger than my heart.


So I rest that case of optimism towards the shits. I realised it's not gonna do any good to the upliftment of my soul. It still did enrich it, but I leave it to that level.
Time for me to move on..After all, we only realise one's lost when we can't find them anymore...:)


I wrote this in the spirit of loyalty to my soul. To hope that it be read in the same spirit....

(it may be happening the 2nd time.)
3:57 PM
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