IF I FIND YOU SUBMERGED IN MY INTROSPECTION, IT'S BECAUSE I AM ONE WHO OVERFLOWS WITH IT. MY EXISTENCE IS CAPTIONED BY THIS PREDICAMENT OF A LIFE LARGER THAN THE MARGINS PLACED AROUND ITS EDGES.
MY BITTERSWEET STATEMENTS IN SUPPORT OF THE FREEDOM TO EXPRESS..
I sneer at people who can throw invectives at others without knowing where they are insufficient... Those who rage in anger over things they never understood - like how two strangers connect without spending time to talk..Or why it seemed like they have known each other before?... In the paradigm of sacrifice, I am the one that always needed something to believe in, in all the aspects of my life. To live, to protect my children, to love and fight for others and everything that matters to my existence. I learned, slowly, in the length of time too stretched and far away that hope the same as love is the simplest of word we can think of and give. And ironically, the hardest to get in this world where deceit and betrayal can sometimes disguise themselves as over-bearing. The purity of heart will always remain the wall that shields us. It's certitude.
♥ON BOOK POWER!♥
I love books, I treasure them like my life. I spend thousands of minutes in Powerbooks - reading from prologues to epilogues before paying for them. And it's one freaking habit I carried on to ppl close to me - they're adddicted to it! .
♥MY TAKE ON KIDLAT TAHIMIK AND HIS SUNFLOWER HOUSE!♥
Truthfully,I would celebrate each day I get the chance to meet people who think this way. Kindred ideas of equal mindset... People who idolise Sun Tzu's The Art of War and Coelho's Warrior of the Light...People who can relish every second of conversation with Eric De Guia as he talks about the planks of woods he used to build his atelier on Session Rd..And how art is desecrated by wannabe's.
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♥ON THE SWIFT PASSING OF TIME...♥
Youth is fleeing, temporary. In this life, family & friendships are like the air that I breathe. I feel if you let go of those, just like your youth, everythin will be BLAH. We should keep them - like how you imagine a child holding tightly a lollipop in his hand..
♥WHAT ABOUT THE PALM READER?♥
An old soul, so said by a palm reader. One blink of my eyes would mean a thousand ideas conceived and processed... Do you know what constitutes the basic idea of being a woman of substance? When intelligent conversation matters more than sex itself.. I am starting to patronize that...How many reincarnations ive transcended? Caffeine-freak. Walk into my skin... Soulful.Ethereal.
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5.26.2007

I HOPE EVERYDAY IS LIKE SUNDAY.

...spoke with my daughters who are on vacation with Tita Erica.

...slept well, woke up late...laughed with G last night & we listened to Sonia's
Bossa Nova version of "Always Somethin' There To Remind Me" over
the phone...*smiling...happy...*

... reading the preface of the Witch of Portobello - my newest book of P. Coelho.

...went to work and was welcomed by a happy crowd...smiling faces...truly dedicated people.

...sausage with egg McMuffin for breakfast with these happy crowd and smiling faces! :)

... Starbucks on a Sunday morning.

...began writing more for my blog today, after a month of limbing out of my creative psyche.

...new blog skin - fresh and green!

...getting ready to go home and see my daughters again later.

...looking forward to having my ticket rebooked in December? And pay 7000 bucks
for the rebooking? Hell, no...I think i really have to say goodbye to Bangkok and
consider saving my vacation leave credits for Diwali in November as planned...
Maybe yes, maybe no...

...i love this day...how come Sunday has its way of putting you on your toes and makes you think of the present , past and future all at the same time? :) and your frown turns into smile...
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THIS LIFE-FULFILLING SACRIFICE...


Sometimes life snaps at you and wakes you up at random - like how it scares you when you see a shady human form from your periphery but the space is empty when you look the 2nd time...
It just shows that often you need to think a little bit harder
to realise what treasures you already have.
Your children. Your parents, brothers or sisters...And it feels good...

It made me focus on the thought that i seldom got time to really spend for Wam and Roxeanne...
It's mostly, for the last 9 months, work since I left Sprint. And then lived in India, came back, and it's work again... And it's taking its toll on me...
I don't wanna lose my grasp on my daughters' lives ever, that's for sure...
I like myself to be always present when Roxeanne takes her recital in her ice-skating or ballet and Wam in her classical guitar...
And I'm thinking of leaving work to experience that with my girls 100% now...
(Or maybe take them to Vienna to finally live there...if i win the lottery! Haha...)

And I kinda picked up somethin' from Yasmin the other day that we have to take care of our mothers while they are still not so old and tell them we love them as often as we can...
It hit me...I've been too engrossed in my work and it's not improving the quality of life i should have with my family. ..More than anyone, I love my mother and daughters. And from today, I'll reshuffle my priorities and make my job second to them... And cancel my travel to Bangkok on the 29th, which means forfeiting the ticket. But i don't mind, anyhow. I realised there are some things we must sacrifice to be able to completely understand life's truest meaning...

I like how my behavior changes when I talk about the people closest to me...

I get high and meaningful.
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