IF I FIND YOU SUBMERGED IN MY INTROSPECTION, IT'S BECAUSE I AM ONE WHO OVERFLOWS WITH IT. MY EXISTENCE IS CAPTIONED BY THIS PREDICAMENT OF A LIFE LARGER THAN THE MARGINS PLACED AROUND ITS EDGES.
MY BITTERSWEET STATEMENTS IN SUPPORT OF THE FREEDOM TO EXPRESS..
I sneer at people who can throw invectives at others without knowing where they are insufficient... Those who rage in anger over things they never understood - like how two strangers connect without spending time to talk..Or why it seemed like they have known each other before?... In the paradigm of sacrifice, I am the one that always needed something to believe in, in all the aspects of my life. To live, to protect my children, to love and fight for others and everything that matters to my existence. I learned, slowly, in the length of time too stretched and far away that hope the same as love is the simplest of word we can think of and give. And ironically, the hardest to get in this world where deceit and betrayal can sometimes disguise themselves as over-bearing. The purity of heart will always remain the wall that shields us. It's certitude.
♥ON BOOK POWER!♥
I love books, I treasure them like my life. I spend thousands of minutes in Powerbooks - reading from prologues to epilogues before paying for them. And it's one freaking habit I carried on to ppl close to me - they're adddicted to it! .
♥MY TAKE ON KIDLAT TAHIMIK AND HIS SUNFLOWER HOUSE!♥
Truthfully,I would celebrate each day I get the chance to meet people who think this way. Kindred ideas of equal mindset... People who idolise Sun Tzu's The Art of War and Coelho's Warrior of the Light...People who can relish every second of conversation with Eric De Guia as he talks about the planks of woods he used to build his atelier on Session Rd..And how art is desecrated by wannabe's.
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♥ON THE SWIFT PASSING OF TIME...♥
Youth is fleeing, temporary. In this life, family & friendships are like the air that I breathe. I feel if you let go of those, just like your youth, everythin will be BLAH. We should keep them - like how you imagine a child holding tightly a lollipop in his hand..
♥WHAT ABOUT THE PALM READER?♥
An old soul, so said by a palm reader. One blink of my eyes would mean a thousand ideas conceived and processed... Do you know what constitutes the basic idea of being a woman of substance? When intelligent conversation matters more than sex itself.. I am starting to patronize that...How many reincarnations ive transcended? Caffeine-freak. Walk into my skin... Soulful.Ethereal.
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11.21.2007

HAPPINESS SHINING.

When every single day proves to be a quiet struggle to be able to catch up with time, I always sleep on the sadness that befalls me when I think about how much I am robbed of the opportunity to make everyone see that you make my life different in your very limited way, unimaginably.
I'd like to think that this is not just a ruse to blind myself. But it's sweet. Though I know that I will never have the chance to always stay beside you like others do, I'm content at the thought that when I do, the laughter , joy and warmth linger - like an unspoken word at the tip of your tongue and you can't get over the very thought of it.
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11.12.2007

MOMENT OF BLISS.


It's unconceivable to think of my near future not entering the IBM building beginning 3 days from now.
After 3 years of choosing to stay and not leaving, trying to fit in a multitude of incomparable, diversed attitude of people...And then, I stopped thinking and went outside to sit. I said to myself, i will not remember it from today. I'll only remember the people who made huge, positive effect on me and my character. They know who they are, I guess.

It's a quiet evening.
I loved the colours that painted the sky, as i stayed and sat at erica's terrace. I loved the feeling of buzzy, happy, stillness that overcame me as I sipped my caramel macchiato bought for me by Aska from Starbucks Adriatico and watched the clouds skid along overhead.
I will pull through, as always.
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11.09.2007

SO MY STORY ENCOMPASSES A FEW THINGS.


When your children were way, way younger, it's very impossible to imagine a life where they will not live with you, where you will not see them everyday or know what they're doing.
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SOMETHING ABOUT THE EBBS & FLOWS.

For my good friend,Edward.

I'd like to think that there still new horizons for you, new worlds. And everything that fate hurls at you will always create a better man in your person. I really, really, adore this photo! And yeah, it seems like a place where solitude is golden. Maybe you should try seeking refuge in Boracay or la Union! :) See? What i wrote about that silent flowing of sea water - the one that washes the feet when someone walks along the shore...This is the caption i would write for this one.

Why the hell did you get rid of the hair???





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TRUSTING.

There can be many small mistakes that we can do, simply by trusting, which may change our lives in a snap. How, when you throw yourself to it with open arms, you still get betrayed.
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11.03.2007

TIME.

Always in your hands.
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11.02.2007
MY SUNSHINY MIND FINDS PEACE IN SAYING.

MY SUNSHINY MIND FINDS PEACE IN SAYING.

That...

For the record, apart from time and lots of thinking, there were a few things that helped my heart and head to heal over the years after the uncontrollable up's & down's.
Life still rises up and overwhelms me and for the past year I’ve managed to live without regularly panicking and falling apart. :


1. I write every evening . I cannot recommend this highly enough, both as a creative exercise and also as a self-counseling technique.

2.If I needed a hug and there was no one there cuz Roxeanne & Wam are not at home, when there was no-one available right then,I remind myself that the universe could give me a hug. :)

3. I use beautiful paper to write letters to people I cared about.

4.I sleep when i can.

5. I go to Starbucks, MNG, ZARA, MNG & MNG!!! with my girls & friends.

6. I let myself cry.

7. I think about the kind people i came across with in this entire life and all the beautiful things they had done for me...

8. I forget about work.


I’d been able to articulate some changes which hopefully will make certain aspects of my life more rewarding. Now it’s a matter of seeing if those changes can be put in place before worrying about what will happen next. Life is good. Don't we all feel it sometimes?

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