When every single day proves to be a quiet struggle to be able to catch up with time, I always sleep on the sadness that befalls me when I think about how much I am robbed of the opportunity to make everyone see that you make my life different in your very limited way, unimaginably.
I'd like to think that this is not just a ruse to blind myself. But it's sweet. Though I know that I will never have the chance to always stay beside you like others do, I'm content at the thought that when I do, the laughter , joy and warmth linger - like an unspoken word at the tip of your tongue and you can't get over the very thought of it. 0 -BRAVED THRU IT TO ARTICULATE!
It's unconceivable to think of my near future not entering the IBM building beginning 3 days from now.
After 3 years of choosing to stay and not leaving, trying to fit in a multitude of incomparable, diversed attitude of people...And then, I stopped thinking and went outside to sit. I said to myself, i will not remember it from today. I'll only remember the people who made huge, positive effect on me and my character. They know who they are, I guess.
It's a quiet evening.
I loved the colours that painted the sky, as i stayed and sat at erica's terrace. I loved the feeling of buzzy, happy, stillness that overcame me as I sipped my caramel macchiato bought for me by Aska from Starbucks Adriatico and watched the clouds skid along overhead.
I will pull through, as always. 1 -BRAVED THRU IT TO ARTICULATE!
When your children were way, way younger, it's very impossible to imagine a life where they will not live with you, where you will not see them everyday or know what they're doing. 0 -BRAVED THRU IT TO ARTICULATE!
SOMETHING ABOUT THE EBBS & FLOWS.
For my good friend,Edward.
I'd like to think that there still new horizons for you, new worlds. And everything that fate hurls at you will always create a better man in your person. I really, really, adore this photo! And yeah, it seems like a place where solitude is golden. Maybe you should try seeking refuge in Boracay or la Union! :) See? What i wrote about that silent flowing of sea water - the one that washes the feet when someone walks along the shore...This is the caption i would write for this one.
Why the hell did you get rid of the hair???
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There can be many small mistakes that we can do, simply by trusting, which may change our lives in a snap. How, when you throw yourself to it with open arms, you still get betrayed. 3 -BRAVED THRU IT TO ARTICULATE!
Always in your hands. 0 -BRAVED THRU IT TO ARTICULATE!
MY SUNSHINY MIND FINDS PEACE IN SAYING.
That...
For the record, apart from time and lots of thinking, there were a few things that helped my heart and head to heal over the years after the uncontrollable up's & down's.
Life still rises up and overwhelms me and for the past year I’ve managed to live without regularly panicking and falling apart. :
1. I write every evening . I cannot recommend this highly enough, both as a creative exercise and also as a self-counseling technique.
2.If I needed a hug and there was no one there cuz Roxeanne & Wam are not at home, when there was no-one available right then,I remind myself that the universe could give me a hug. :)
3. I use beautiful paper to write letters to people I cared about.
4.I sleep when i can.
5. I go to Starbucks, MNG, ZARA, MNG & MNG!!! with my girls & friends.
6. I let myself cry.
7. I think about the kind people i came across with in this entire life and all the beautiful things they had done for me...
8. I forget about work.
I’d been able to articulate some changes which hopefully will make certain aspects of my life more rewarding. Now it’s a matter of seeing if those changes can be put in place before worrying about what will happen next. Life is good. Don't we all feel it sometimes?