IF I FIND YOU SUBMERGED IN MY INTROSPECTION, IT'S BECAUSE I AM ONE WHO OVERFLOWS WITH IT. MY EXISTENCE IS CAPTIONED BY THIS PREDICAMENT OF A LIFE LARGER THAN THE MARGINS PLACED AROUND ITS EDGES.
MY BITTERSWEET STATEMENTS IN SUPPORT OF THE FREEDOM TO EXPRESS..
I sneer at people who can throw invectives at others without knowing where they are insufficient... Those who rage in anger over things they never understood - like how two strangers connect without spending time to talk..Or why it seemed like they have known each other before?... In the paradigm of sacrifice, I am the one that always needed something to believe in, in all the aspects of my life. To live, to protect my children, to love and fight for others and everything that matters to my existence. I learned, slowly, in the length of time too stretched and far away that hope the same as love is the simplest of word we can think of and give. And ironically, the hardest to get in this world where deceit and betrayal can sometimes disguise themselves as over-bearing. The purity of heart will always remain the wall that shields us. It's certitude.
♥ON BOOK POWER!♥
I love books, I treasure them like my life. I spend thousands of minutes in Powerbooks - reading from prologues to epilogues before paying for them. And it's one freaking habit I carried on to ppl close to me - they're adddicted to it! .
♥MY TAKE ON KIDLAT TAHIMIK AND HIS SUNFLOWER HOUSE!♥
Truthfully,I would celebrate each day I get the chance to meet people who think this way. Kindred ideas of equal mindset... People who idolise Sun Tzu's The Art of War and Coelho's Warrior of the Light...People who can relish every second of conversation with Eric De Guia as he talks about the planks of woods he used to build his atelier on Session Rd..And how art is desecrated by wannabe's.
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♥ON THE SWIFT PASSING OF TIME...♥
Youth is fleeing, temporary. In this life, family & friendships are like the air that I breathe. I feel if you let go of those, just like your youth, everythin will be BLAH. We should keep them - like how you imagine a child holding tightly a lollipop in his hand..
♥WHAT ABOUT THE PALM READER?♥
An old soul, so said by a palm reader. One blink of my eyes would mean a thousand ideas conceived and processed... Do you know what constitutes the basic idea of being a woman of substance? When intelligent conversation matters more than sex itself.. I am starting to patronize that...How many reincarnations ive transcended? Caffeine-freak. Walk into my skin... Soulful.Ethereal.
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6.28.2004
MY ADVICE TO FRANCIS



You will look around your orbit and recognize the same people
who have been with you through all same things over
and over again, and they're still with you...
I won't ask you why.
Just keep on moving on.
Don't look for more...because that's what makes you
take evrythin' you have for granted for now...
You have a long lifetime, you're fucking 22 years old...Your skin is still
as tight as a carabao's, you have no crow's feet at the side of your right eye..or left eye...your clock still ticks because it functions with a newly purchased battery...like a battery branded by Ikea, it lasts 3 times longer as opposed to Eveready...
Bottomline: you shan't whine about a phalanx of senseless wordly, temporal shits.
Life is not just that...How about stargazing at night..or sitting on a bench at the Sunken Garden and count how many condoms are there lying stuffed from the previous night?Haha...Or watching the birds outside the window of my condo as they collect twigs everyday in the nest that my daughters built for them...
Such is the simple life that would mean like world to you when you reach my powerful age.
And as I look at you, I think about how you will take being evicted from the house you grew up in, or seeing your father die, you wanted to embrace him but his body was encrypted in a fiberglass casket that will restore his carcass intact for the next 12 years....Or to worry about your children's future because you'll never know when you're gonna die?...

Tell me if your whining equates all these...
Enjoy your life as it still is yet to unfold.
The bullshit which you say is PASSE is the bullshit that will keep you moving on..
Go figure.
I love you!


I spent a hefty amount of time on my cellphone yesterday morning. Why, my friend Francis called me while he whined about lots of stuffs regarding his life.
This person was 19 when I got to meet him and he totally regarded me with such respect first as his supervisor and later on as a very good friend. I do the same to him.Now he's freaking 22 yrs old and he thinks he's carrying the whole world on his back! On his back? Can I just tell you that he is an only child, he travels outside the country every year, he has his green card, he buys branded stuffs, he graduated Cum Laude in Pol Sci from LaSalle, he affords having a 7-day vacation at a 5-star hotel in Boracay, he has a driver...And he feels he has the world on his back?
Tickle me hard, man.

When I bore my eldest daughter, he was just 10 yrs old. Imagine the age gap.
Hahaha. So more or less, I'm just like a mother to him! Hell, NOOOO!!! Hahaha.
Is that how old I am? Unfortunately, yes.

This is what I posted on his blog
today. I hope I made some sense.


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